So.... Christmas is 12 working days away and I am FREAKED without presents!!! luckily last year I bought a bunch of presents for family I never saw so I am going to RE GIFT those. I don't even have the motivation to make a xmas list of my own. Although STUFF always makes me feel better when I am BLUE... Yes I am BLUE as blue as they get..I am getting really frustrated with certain circumstances that make me believe what I always have. People are never really real. You cant just have a relationship with one person and keep it that way... Other people always get in the way and 90% of the time people cant separate the two. I never mix peoples opinions or situations with my own situation or scenario. If my experience is positive with someone REGARDLESS of what someone else tells me or what they are personally going through I could give a fuck. I value people more than that....Whatever, It always happens. That's all I can really say. I just always think that some relationships should outweigh others... I have always cared just a little more about people than they care about me... Generally people are circumstantial... whats in front of their face is what they take at value.. Never thinking of what someone else may go through.. I hate that I give a fuck... I REALLY DO.... Why cant I just be shallow?
Seems to work for everything else!!!! Never been in me... I am easily brusied by others... theres always two sides... ALWAYS... People only want to know or hear what they want.