Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Sadness...


I havent blogged because I have been scared. Litterally ashamed of what I have been going through that I dont want to share it with anyone... Isnt that sad...? I just want to say that I am deeply hurt by a situation that I thought could/would not happen... sometimes I want to know what I DO to deserve ceratin things.... They always say the people you love the most are the ones that can do the most damage... I know its true... Its actually a VERY obvious statment... :( Ill be okay... I always am... Im like a little sugar ant who eats to much suagr and runs around... I want to stand outside and run around and stick my tounge out and pretend I am catching snowflakes like a moron... that would make me happy... A lot of things would make me happy but, I just want one thing to make me happy... It was working until now.... listen here ONE THING.... I am special.... It is christmas... WISEN UP!






Theres only one me and I am pretty damn special! Not like ride the short bus special but, like one of a kind emerald kind of special....






Christmas is going to be good if its the last thing I do!!!! I really miss having a fun, spirited christmas... THIS YEAR WONT PASS ME BY!!!! I shouldbe had an extravaganza....






I had such fun last year...














Possie I desperately wanted a photo of you but, as you know...VINER SCHNITZEL LA DOUCHE FACE is in all of them


2 comments:

Unknown said...

you should totally find one that I don't look like poo in and post a sausage over his face, lol.


Ahahaha, I just laughed like an ass in my office

Marisol said...

Chili!! He loves adorable. Let's plan something, let's top last year's extravaganza!